Meri Brown Says Being A Sister Wife Breaks Her Heart!

Meri Brown's recent lamentation on being a Sister Wife. 

TLC's star, Meri Brown (from Sister Wives) is having a serious problem with her polygamist life for several years, and it seems reasonable; being a Sister Wife looks like it actually sucks.

Meri has been gloomy for as long as Sister Wives has been a thing, and it's easy to imagine her sadness existed before then, too. She admitted that she had struggled whilst sharing her husband with Janelle, Christine, and Robyn, and we've also seen some of her sorrow from the fact that she was only ever able to have one child.

Meri and Kody were legally married from 1990 until 2014 until Kody divorced Meri in order to marry Robyn and adopt her three children.
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But in the past few years, things have definitely gotten worse for ex-Mrs. Brown. In 2015, she found herself in what others would call an emotional affair with a man she met on social media.

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The man turned out to be a woman but still, Meri clearly developed feelings for this person that eventually went beyond friendship.

Meri’s family saw that she had pretty much been stepping out on Kody; which seems to fine, by the way.

Meri’s husband, Kody has three other wives, and no one could blame her for looking for something somewhere else, but the way the Sister Wives operate is that the women are supposed to be faithful to their husband while he rotates marriages on a schedule.

From left (Robyn Brown, Meri Brown, Kody Brown, Christine Brown, and Janelle Brown).
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As we saw on the show, the relationship between Kody and Meri really suffered for all of this, and on several occasions, it seemed like they were soon to hit a rock bottom.

For a while, meri told Kody that she didn't want him staying at her house anymore, and more recently, the husband thought that meri was over it when she made the decision to buy her bed and breakfast.

But for some reason, they're still together, and now they're uprooting to a new habitat.

Last fall, the Brown family moved to Flagstaff, Arizona from Las Vegas, Nevada.  

But the first wife of Kody seems to be unhappy with how the things are going at the moment.

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This weekend, she took to Instagram to share the way she's feeling these days, and honestly, it's not what her fans were expecting.

"Yesterday I had this overwhelming emotion of missing Las Vegas, the place I called home for nearly 8 years," her message began.

"I mean, I was really really sad for not living there anymore."

"So much life there, so many friends," Meri continued. "It was home for me. I loved it."

"Then this morning I wake up, the sun is shining, beautiful day. I mean, my back yard is the mountains for heaven's sake! How could I not love this??"

Meri then tried to turn her displeasure upside down by saying "Though I'm new here to Flagstaff and it doesn't feel like home yet, I look forward to this summer, exploring the city, the amazing nature that surrounds me, and of course meeting new people, trustworthy friends."

"There's a lot of life ahead of me here," she concluded, "and I'm anxious to see where it takes me."

So it really sounds like Meri is not happy but trying to make the best out of the situation.